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Meth Users Attract Dark Forces?

Tuesday, April 26th, 2011 | Permalink

All we know is still infinitely less than all that remains unknown.” ~William Harvey

DemonThis is my follow up to, Meth and Demonic Forces, where I had just learned of the theory that people with compromised and/or altered states of awareness can be influenced by unseen and dark forces.

Take into mind the quote at the top of the page and you have to know mankind understands very, very, little about the Universe and whatever else there is beyond that. Beyond the Universe how? Maybe more dimensions or another Universe? Maybe something beyond our level of comprehension?

No one knows for sure what is beyond and that is the point – we can only speculate. Denying the possibility that there are unknowns standing beside us or inhabiting spaces in dimensions within our own homes would be ignorant of us.  There very well may be dark forces around us. (more…)

Meth, Fear, and Sex In The City

Saturday, May 22nd, 2010 | Permalink

Some of us can be examples about going ahead and growing, and some of us, unfortunately, don’t make it there, and end up being examples because they had to die. I hit rock bottom, but thank God my bottom wasn’t death.” ~ Stevie Ray Vaughan

Meth Demon

A few years ago there was a lonely and confused guy who seemed to make bad decisions. Far from his home, he now lived in a place where all he knew had changed. Going to Starbucks and a movie was replaced with crystal meth and promiscuity. He became involved in the wrong crowd and this way of life was new to him and he had no idea how to act, what to say, or who to trust. (more…)

Deafening Whispers

Saturday, March 27th, 2010 | Permalink

Tough times never last, but tough people do.” ~ Robert Schuller

One of the toughest things about crystal meth are the frightening hallucinations which are frequently caused by the lack of sleep.

I heard things that were enough to drive a person mad, and I think they nearly did. Hearing these things would end up causing me to break down and the roller-coaster ride of paranoia and hallucinations would be unstoppable. (more…)

Turning Point II – Happy To Be Hospitalized

Tuesday, February 16th, 2010 | Permalink

Happiness doesn’t depend on the actual number of blessings we manage to scratch from life, only our attitude towards them.” ~ Alexander Solzhenitsyn

I was sitting in an exam room with my boyfriend, Simon, when my doctor told me I was to be admitted to the hospital which I expected – no sane person would have let me go home.  The doctor left the room to make arrangements for my hospitalization.

An Unknown

Simon seemed anxious to get out of there so I just said, “You can go, I’ll be okay.” I felt bad that he didn’t stay to see me to my hospital bed but unknown to me at the time, he was having his own issues. (more…)

Shadow People

Wednesday, December 2nd, 2009 | Permalink

Give light, and the darkness will disappear of itself.” ~ Desiderius Erasmus

There was a period of time I was so completely lost in the world of hallucinations I couldn’t tell a shadow from a real person.  I’m not sure how much of it was the crystal meth and how much came from the lack of sleep, no doubt, it was both.

Weekend Meth Party

In a normal weekend the meth would begin on Friday night and last until Sunday afternoon. The first night of partying wasn’t the night the shadow people showed up, it was usually sometime Saturday. It didn’t matter if it was night or day since every shade and curtain was pulled to let the least amount of light in. (more…)

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