“Forgiveness is the sweetest revenge.” ~ Isaac Friedmann

As I sit on the sofa my heart pounds, my breath is short, and my hands are shaking. Memories of meth flood my mind, faces fly through my head, some clear, some blurred. A series of what ifs, and what don’t I know, go around and around in my head, over and over, never ending.

Sometimes I think I should be on another medication to help me cope, but I know that would only mask or hide what I need to deal with emotionally. This is the hardest part of my recovery. (more…)