“Reality is merely an illusion, although a very persistent one” ~ Albert Einstein

Do you ever just sit around on a Sunday, like I’m doing today, and just wonder, what if?

Today I woke up with no energy at all and could barely keep my cup of coffee balanced in my hand. I just felt exhausted. This exhausted feeling brings back memories of my former meth use because I would go so long without sleep and feel terrible when the sun came up.

So naturally, when the memories come back so does my anxiety. It’s not a great way to begin my day, that’s for sure. While I sit there trying to push the meth memories back and let good ones come to the front of my mind I wonder, what if it’s just that easy? (more…)